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You know what drives me crazy? People who are so emotionally holed up that you can’t even communicate with them. It’s like talking to a brick wall, you know? You could start a conversation about anything, probably something that’s not even important, but you don’t care. You would talk about something as stupid as the weather just so they will talk to you, but it never works out how you think it will. No, even if you are level head and calm the whole time, they will still find a reason to not talk to you, start a fight or something just so you will shut up. You know what’s even worse? When the one person in the world you trust and actually want to talk to doesn’t want to talk to you. That’s just painful, because you have all these things that you want to say or all these emotions that you just have to tell someone, but you can’t because they don’t want to talk to you. Eventually, you get sick of even trying. I mean, you put in so much time and effort, hell, you even pray that this person will just cut you a break, give you five minutes of their time, but they never do, and sooner or later you get so exhausted from trying that you just stop caring. Then, you realize that maybe you’ll never have that kind of relationship with that person where you an trust them and talk to them about anything and everything. Then you have to accept the fact that there are some people in this world who will never care as much as you do.

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